An hour of light



     Before arriving in this country, someone said, you can't bring your feelings here, there is no emotion, there is no sincerity.Then, I tried to put myself in the position of no heart, and did well.Later, I saw a glimmer of light, I thought a little sincere, a little heart.In fact, not so, in a country without emotion, I see some real emotions, they may be wearing a veil, many times, I would rather let myself see the truth, but really not, I see the superficial colleagues, I also see the heart, that kind of hypocrisy face.Countless times I thought I was close, the last ray of light, in fact, it is not, it is not light, all these are false, there is no emotion in the kingdom without a heart.

You think you are close, you are rejected twice, you tell yourself, absolutely no third time.Well, yes.No contact, there will be no problem, just as the previous example, no intersection, at least a little bit of mutual respect.I began to remember that when I added them up, I didn't even get a facial expression back.So, or run their own indifferent, is the best.No intersection, no boredom, no comfort.Yes, if everyone's starting point is interests, the world is ruthless, if you do not want to fall into the abyss of interests, so still choose never intersection.Intersection will have regret, sentimentally attached, do not give up, there is impassability.Without all this, everything is the first appearance.

People get along with a long time, suddenly leave, although there is no feelings, but I remember a word called habit.Used to things, suddenly did not, how sad ah.Perhaps, this is the heart of the most sincere which small part.Yes, in the country without emotion, this little sincerity is the need to hide, can hide the time to hide, can't let it be polluted by other things.So valuable the most sincere appearance, not everyone deserves to have it.

Suddenly thought of such a word "match".Well!That's a really good word.No, not really.Good things are for lovely people, those with a mask of lovely forget it, not at all worthy.Always don't like to wear a mask of people, so with face have what, wear a mask of people can not see your ugly heart?No, I can see it better...

In fact, you do not have to be sad, also do not have to worry.This is what reality looks like, but you didn't see it before. If reality gives you a chance to see it earlier, it should be a warning to do better in the future.Originally, the reality gave you a test, so you should make good use of it, if you learn anything, this is useful, did not let you learn anything, that is a futile effort.It's all about becoming a better person.Use reality to teach your lessons and be happy.


 

在抵达这个国度之前,有人说,不能把你的情感带来这里,这里没有感情,也没有真诚。然后,我尝试着把自己放在了没有心的位置,做得很好。后来,看到了一点微光,我自认为科真诚一点,用心一点。其实不是这样的,在一个没有情感的国家 ,我看到了一些真实的情感,它们或许带着面纱,很多时候,我都宁愿让自己看到的都是真实的,但是真的不是,我看到了表面的东西,我也看到了内心,那种虚伪的面孔。无数次我自以为自己靠近了,那最后的一束微光,其实不是,那不是光,这一切都是虚伪的,没有心的国度不存在情感。
       你自以为的靠近,被两次拒绝,你告诉自己,绝对没有第三次。嗯,是的。没有接触,就不会出现问题,正所谓像前面的例子一样,没有交集,最少还有一点点的互相尊重。我开始想起刚相加的时候,也是连个表情都没有回复的。所以,还是然自己淡然,才是最好的吧。没有交集,没有厌倦,没有安慰。是的,如果每个人的出发点都是利益的话,这个世界都是无情的,如果你不想掉进利益的深渊,所以还是选择从来没有交集。交集就会有遗憾,有眷恋,有不舍,有想不通。没有了这一切,一切的都是初见的样子。
       相处久了的人,突然离开,虽然谈不上什么感情,但我记得有一个词叫习惯。习惯了的东西,突然没有了,该是多么地伤心啊。或许,这就是人心最真诚的哪一小部分吧。是呢,在没有情感的国度,这点小小的真诚是需要自己藏起来的,可以藏起来的时候就好好藏起来,不能让它被别的东西污染了。这么可贵的最真诚的样子,不是每个人都配拥有它。
       突然想到了这么一个词“配”。嗯!这个词真的很不错。是的,并不配。美好的东西是要给可爱的人的,那些带着面具的可爱就算了吧,一点都不配。向来不喜欢带着面具的人,所以带着面具有怎样,带着面具别人就看不到你丑陋的心了吗?不,看的更清楚了......
        其实,你也不用难过,也不用不安。这个本来就是现实中最真实的样子,只不过你之前没有看到罢了,如果现实给你机会早点看到,这应该是一种警告,警告你在未来的日子做得更好。本来,现实给了你一个考验,所以你更应该好好利用起来,如果你从中学到了什么,这个就是有用处的,没有让你学习到什么,那就是一个无用功。这一切都是为了成就一个更好的自己。能用现实教会你的课堂,且快乐起来。
       我一直都秉承着这样一个人生态度?:一个苹果两个人吃时快乐的。后来,社会和现实教会了我:其实有时候,一个苹果,独食是社会的需要。

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